Thoughts that have been running through my mind....

Ok, so as I lay her attempting to fall asleep, something for some reason I am really struggling to do tonight for some reason, I can't help but for some reason have thoughts go all over the place. I don't understand it but every time I try, it won't work. Unfortunately I think tonight's thoughts are pertaining to a guy. Which yes I know I have a problem with guys, but for one, its just confusing. I got his number, and then I call him, we talk for a little while but I don't hear from him again, unless I see him around. He seemed happy to hear from me when I originally called, but then while we talked it just kinda felt weird. I don't know, what is it about me that scare them off. haha I know I know, Megan if they are going to run they weren't good enough anyway. Guys suck. I know I don't want a boyfriend right now, however it would be great to be able to hang with one again and just relax. You ever have that amazing guy friend...that your kinda crushing on, and you hang out with and once in a while you get to kiss them or whatever, yeah I want that. hahah no naughty stuff in bed, just casual type thing. I don't know, I know no matter what I can't have my cake and eat it too. I don't know what more to ramble on about. I'm exhausted but can't sleep. Its driving me nuts cause I can't think very well. So in reading this and you don't find it makes sense you now  know why haha good night bloggers and talk to you later.

I'm Back!

I don't know how I did it, but I was actually able to get back into my blog account. I just typed it in and I didn't even have to put in my password hahah thankfully...cause I don't remember it.
Anyways, I am not going to write anything really here tonight, cause I'm beat but hopefully tomorrow I can figure out some interesting things to write....we will see.
Have a great night everyone!!!