Thoughts that have been running through my mind....

Ok, so as I lay her attempting to fall asleep, something for some reason I am really struggling to do tonight for some reason, I can't help but for some reason have thoughts go all over the place. I don't understand it but every time I try, it won't work. Unfortunately I think tonight's thoughts are pertaining to a guy. Which yes I know I have a problem with guys, but for one, its just confusing. I got his number, and then I call him, we talk for a little while but I don't hear from him again, unless I see him around. He seemed happy to hear from me when I originally called, but then while we talked it just kinda felt weird. I don't know, what is it about me that scare them off. haha I know I know, Megan if they are going to run they weren't good enough anyway. Guys suck. I know I don't want a boyfriend right now, however it would be great to be able to hang with one again and just relax. You ever have that amazing guy friend...that your kinda crushing on, and you hang out with and once in a while you get to kiss them or whatever, yeah I want that. hahah no naughty stuff in bed, just casual type thing. I don't know, I know no matter what I can't have my cake and eat it too. I don't know what more to ramble on about. I'm exhausted but can't sleep. Its driving me nuts cause I can't think very well. So in reading this and you don't find it makes sense you now  know why haha good night bloggers and talk to you later.

I'm Back!

I don't know how I did it, but I was actually able to get back into my blog account. I just typed it in and I didn't even have to put in my password hahah thankfully...cause I don't remember it.
Anyways, I am not going to write anything really here tonight, cause I'm beat but hopefully tomorrow I can figure out some interesting things to write....we will see.
Have a great night everyone!!!

A Day To Kick Back and Relax

Today was my day off. I was hoping that I was going to be able to sleep in yeah how funny am I right?? Yeah awake before 7am and couldn't get back to sleep. Decided to watch some more of Dead Like Me. Finally got done with that season...sadly. Its pretty good. Anyways, finally came downstairs and hung out with roommates, watch some Rugrats, miss that show, and then got to play a PS3 game. Lego Harry Potter YEAH!!! hahah sorry I'm a geek. Its been a pretty good day today, over all, tried to relax and now watching Jeff Dunham. Oh my gosh that guy cracks me up.
Anyways, so I have decided to talk about a couple of different things, kinda just throwing it out there. Maybe I should just put one and leave the other for another time...or what hahah I will see where my fingers take me.
Ok so first off, I don't know how many of you have truly know what all I went through this past year, but talking to one of my roommates, we decided that it would make an amazing book. Yeah so I have mapped out everything that has happened, well summed it up into category type things the only problem is where do I start now?? Anyone have any suggestions?? Character, place, anyone wanna throw in some suggestions it would be awesome!!!  Of course all of you all would be thanked in the book. :)
Ok so I think that's all I'm going to blog about tonight, its getting late and I'm getting tired, also my brain isn't totally working. I was debating on talking about something else but I haven't figured out how to write it...yet. So I will end this here. I have a late shift tomorrow at work AND I get my wonderful girl. I can't wait!!!!
Anyways good night everyone, oh and thanks to my homework tonight I got what I think is a pretty good quote. So I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think. Also thank you for following me. It is awesome to see more and more viewers. Thank you!!! NITE ALL!!!

"Nearly all the faults or mistakes in conversation are caused by not thinking"- Emily Post

A Little Bit Better, but More of the Same

So I'm back. I was hoping to write some last night but what do you know as I was doing my homework, my computer froze up on me. GREAT right?? blah just my luck. Lucky for me one of my roommates let me borrow a computer so I was able to finish it. I didn't want to take too long with using the computer so I didn't get on. It is awesome to see that I actually got a follower. THANK YOU FOR BEING INTERESTED! So yeah yesterday really sucked. Today started out early. For some reason I woke up at 630-7ish and I couldn't get back to sleep. I wanted to so badly, not because I was having a good dream, its because I wanted to dream about something else and just curl up, snuggle in and stay warm not getting up. Well I did that for about 10mins and decided the sun was being too much of a jerk and got up. I tried my computer again and yeah its still not going anywhere. I can't wait for my neighbor to start feeling better and come home so that he can help my computer feel better. Also it would be fun to hang with him some more. ANYWAYS, so yeah started getting ready for work and stuff with the puppies blah blah blah, haha yeah they cause trouble. I helped out with them a little bit. So I get to work today, almost freaking out thinking I'm going to be late, and lucky for me I had 5 more mins. YEAH ME!!! So I get to work. I knew today was going to be long, 7 hrs. My first 7 hrs working there. I love my coworkers. They are so much fun!! So yeah things at work went by smoothly, and then next thing I know I am being asked if I could stay an extra hour to help out. I was surprised but I stated yeah not a problem. I am happy to help out. So I worked my extra hour and came home. It was a really nice walk. I enjoy living close hahaha. So here I am pretty much, its almost 10pm, homework is done and I'm curled up, well as much as I can with a laptop on my lap, on the loveseat watching video games being played thinking about possible bed. So it looks like I will end this hear for tonight. I hope all is well out there with you guys. Have a great night and hope to get the chance to blog tomorrow...I miss my computer :(

New Day, New Start

So I have a friend who has started this, and today felt like a good day to start one myself. I'm hoping this will help me to be able to get things off my chest and help me gather my thoughts and life. I'm bad at keeping journals so maybe this will help me.

Ok so today, starting off, I am 28. In a couple weeks I will be 29...I know a bunch of you are probably like what the heck, we know this about you already. Well, I'm sorry but hey I'm starting out and I will get more into things as I go on. I work at Subway and am going to school part-time. Even though things sound and probably look like I am together, I have a lot more going on that I hold inside. Why do I hide myself you might ask, well...I don't know. I don't like bothering people with life when they already have to go through their own. The only problem is, I care too much about the people around me. When I feel they are hurting, or see them hurting, my first instinct is to help them. I know that I can't solve everyone's problems but I can't help it. Even if my own life isn't happy, I want to see others happy.

 So, I'm sorry this is a short blog. I have to be getting ready for work. I will work on blogging tonight if not tomorrow, yeah me right hahaha. Oh and one last thing, I am going to work on posting a quote every day.
Lets hope I can keep this up haha. Anyways have a great day and see you soon.

"We're here for a reason. I believe a bit of the reason is to throw little torches out to lead people through the dark."
Whoopi Goldberg